.OMG its 2009.

sorry for not updating and neglecting this site for some time. i was swamped with work. i still am but i'm giving myself a break for a while.

this year i plan to start it with a bang. by not caring about what i spend. spend it like its nobody's business. get into debt. get carried away. enjoy.

then suffer once i get enough of it. how's that for a plan?

i hold back too much because i'm scared to do the things i love. what's wrong with being irresponsible? truthfully, there's so much more to life than worrying about doing the right thing. getting into the right track. making the right choices.

saving money.. pfft... economy crisis.. pfft...

I'm 26 this year and 26 seems like a big number but it actually isn't. it seems like yesterday i was 21. or 18. or whatever. i love getting old. but maybe one of these days I'd want to stop the plus count. I dunno, say around 30? I'd love to forever roam the world at 30. It seems like the world is ours for the taking at 30. I'd always imagine myself being ready for everything at 30. Life, love, career, financial... everything. Bring it on.

my brother's out in Japan now. i want to visit him @ Japan not for the exquisite culture and beautiful places or experience. I just need to be there for the pussies. Amen.

now, i bought myself some tobacco leaves. I just need to make a bong/pipe.