Monday, June 30, 2008

.last Saturday.

technically my birthday is not over but it feels like it just passed.

thanks to all those who attended fuel last Saturday.

Those who came in white:
FairyYin (OMG so white like fairy can die wtf), Me.

Those who came with white shoes.
EmoHee, OhSoMorallyGoodYeap, CorruptedMars, HairCombedUpYolk, Me. Others did not notice their shoes...

Those who came looking a bit white wannabe.
AlmostMarriedSam. Came in gold and glittering dress but said it looks like white which I have to agree.

Others who came.

SoBlurChiew + 1, PumpingWithLovePet + 1, SoTallWenny and TotallyYummyTY, PlayerMeng, StylistEsther and TotallyGayFriend (sorry forgot name...). Managed to catch SoFriendlyEric.

Also, someone in Friendster tried to give me a seizure by putting this pic on my testimonial. The horrid of it all... can die wtf.

Pics once I get them from FairyYin and AlmostMarriedSam.

Monday, June 23, 2008

.bad hair day.

i cut my hair.
it looks like shit.
i look like shit.

no... i don't want to talk about it.

i think i'll be bunking in my room for the whole week.
hiding this enormous creature crutching on to my skull.

btw, aileen's visiting penang. we'll be totally hanging out.
just gotta figure out where...

Sunday, June 22, 2008

.Fuel Next Week.

White is associated with light, goodness, innocence, purity, and virginity. It is considered to be the color of perfection.

White means safety, purity, and cleanliness. White usually has a positive connotation. White can represent a successful beginning. In heraldry, white depicts faith and purity.
So, next week 28th June, Saturday at 10.30pm, Me and LovelyYin will be having a huge get-together at FUEL, Autocity. Everyone is invited. If you know any of our name and have seen us, you're duly invited my mates.

p/s: bring something or wear something white with you... I've always loved white fairies and angels.

Had a long talk with one of my old friends yesterday. Its been a long time. She's experiencing some problems in her life. But doesn't everybody.

They say when love is lost, we hang on to the things that can make us stick together. A common ground of interest, either commitments, family, children, parents, or even work. This is the way people keep their relationship and hang onto that bit of thread and stretch it till their last of days.

They say love wont last forever, and there are so many people in this world and so many love to go around, tell me that there TRULY is only one perfect person for you. I think that's absurd. I think the world is full of people you can love and hate. Its just finding the right moment to click and the right chemistry to bond.

I'm beginning to think that people can fall in love for all different reasons, physical attraction, lonely emotions, lust, sympathy, habitual acceptance etc. but not many people are together because of love. How many times have you found love and realized, you can live without this person, that its easier to fall in love with another person than you think etc.

and when you realize that love is not what its all made out to be, and you don't have that small single thread you can hold onto.. what happens then?

do you let it go? or do you hold onto it, thinking that all relationships are similar. that one day we would all fall out of love. that it is something we cannot avoid and if we keep telling ourself that the person beside us, with us, is worth sticking to... will it make it all ok?

my old friend is sticking onto that one thread which is holding everything together for now. and it would've been easier to let it go, but I think that marriage is a commitment you make and if you never thought it through... don't get into it. Cause it will hurt the people closest to you the most. particularly your kids... your family.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008


sung by andra & the backbone. one of my favourite songs right now.

dedicated to my dearest coursemates and my dearest lovelyYin, SweetSam, CutieChooi, SimplySue and my forever dedicated anonymous commenter. Enjoy.

This is Andra & The Backbone singing Sempurna only on ZeeFM, your dopest music channel.

p/s: This song is also sung by Gita Gutawa for the movie Love. Her voice really is amazing.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

.my will be bday presents.

ok, the 2nd of July is a big date for me.

For those contemplating what to get me, fret not, I've prepared a list of things I want / need.
For those not contemplating anything, its time to start thinking right.

Also, to make things easier, I've arranged them from cheap to expensive. If you're some cheapskate arsehole, get something from the top of the list. I wouldn't mind a cheapskate friend. If you're generous cause you're cute and totally hot with beautiful eyes, I would love you forever.

Here goes...

1. A month's supply of snack food I can chew on when I'm "gatal"

2. Tony Parsons "One For My Baby"

3. Alcohol, bottled alcohol. Hopefully whisky.

4. Cuffs. Handcuffs. Hopefully strong ones. *-^

5. Onitsuka Tigers Tokidoki Line up.

I would list down more... like some gadgetries I've always wanted and what nots but truthfully, you'll never get me an iphone second gen right? So, these five are more than enough for now.

p/s: you can also wish me Happy Birthday and write sweet messages on Friendster. I'd still love you.

Friday, June 13, 2008

.tersalah sangka.

aku duduk dalam office. tiba tiba , kedengaran bunyi "ting". ada awek cun nak "add" aku dan berborak dengan aku. mungkin sebab aku bubuh gambar hensem aku dalam profile dan display picture.

aku pun menjawabnya dan berborak dengannya.

dia agak peramah. mungkin sebab aku mempunyai gaya, mutu, keunggulan.

tak sampai 20 baris, aku mula tanya tentang pekerjaannya. rupanya, dia nak cari customer. dan aku pula menjadi "targetnya".

aku mulai meragui kehenseman diri.

"tidak" aku fikir.

"mesti adegan mencari customer ini salah satu tambahan kepada keinginannya untuk berkenalan dengan aku".

tak puas hati aku. aku pun pergi melihat gambar profile apa yang diletak aku. mesti cun gila.


rupa-rupanya aku memilih si Bart Simpson sebagai gambar profile aku.
mungkin Bart Simpson lebih hensem daripada aku.

... hmmm.... mustahil bin ajaib... tak mungkin...

Thursday, June 12, 2008

.i want.

i want to watch kungfu panda.
i want a good nap.
i want a vacation.
i want a new job.

i want fried fritters.
i definitely want fried fritters.

Friday, June 6, 2008

.full tank.

sekarang harga minyak naik, aku rasa seperti taraf aku dah meningkat.

walaupun kereta aku kecil, tapi aku menggunakan minyak seperti kereta mewah setahun lalu. full tank aku macam full tank kereta BMW setahun lalu.

tapi walaupun begitu, aku kesian dengan orang yang naik kereta mewah.

manalah tak, taraf mereka dah menurun.


full tank mereka macam full tank bas.

kui kui kui.

p/s: quote of the century from ecot omot:
language teachers are code crackers.
they seek the sense in the nonsense that their students produce.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

.my updates.

I'm really sorry cause i've been neglecting my blog. but i've been really pissed with pak lah for the petrol increase. who isnt? i still think its dumb and will continue to think so. and dont give me the bullshit about world oil prices increasing. it doesn't matter.

always remember that Malaysia is a country that exports OIL.

anyway, career wise, i've been recruited into a new project which involves a lot of traveling. I will bring out my grievances (especially on my petrol / mileage reimbursement) with management by Monday or Tuesday. See how things go...

also, will be having a TT this saturday at Autocity. See how things go. I might put up pics. Sometimes I just can't be bothered you know.

alrite, gtg and do my report. feeling rather sleepy. wtf.

.random lessons.

When we look down, we know how big we are. When we look up, we realize how small we are. When we look in front, we see the obstacles and l...