Friday, May 31, 2013

.almost by a little.

I received a call a couple of days back. It was a day before Wesak day and I was very convinced it would be the day everything ends/begins. My dad passed away on Wesak. It was almost the same, I received a call and took a bus back and managed to see my dad for a last time. It was heartbreaking to see him so thin and almost bruised. Hands and all plagued with tubes.

In a way, I wanted it all to end. All the waiting, all the insecurities, all the anxiety. I just want it all to happen on that day. I was scared and hopeful at the same time. Scared of the pain, of the unsaid words, of the loss that could've happened.At the same time I want a new beginning, a new start, a fresh life. I want to be able to travel again, to meet new people to experience new culture.

Nvm, I'm going to go get my 1/6 Bane and continue my Batman Hot Toys collection.

.random lessons.

When we look down, we know how big we are. When we look up, we realize how small we are. When we look in front, we see the obstacles and l...