.how am i different?

i am a human being. yes, that's right, a homosapien. heterosexual homosapien. i am one of the billions of people in this world. and i may have a name but does that really make me different from the rest?

i'm a guy, just like any other guy in the world. i'm a normal being, just like any other person in the world. i have friends. you do too. i have my own specialty. well, guess what... so does everyone.

what is the special x-factor that makes us really different from the rest of the people in this world?
something that only i have and other people don't have? i can say i have this fucking disease but so does other people somewhere in this world.

well, i was thinking and thinking about what makes me different from every other person in this planet. and it all comes down to something simple... can you guess what it is?

well, it's not money.
we strive hard to reach for money but we can never be the richest person in the world. we strive for all the good things in life but we can never get them all. we work our butt off evey day of our life? for what? is it really for money? for a better life? is there really no higher purpose in our life?

i thought of that... and i thought of the hardships i have to go through in life just to achieve mortal luxury. if i die, will i take it all to my grave?

bah... then what exactly is it i'm doing in this world? or the bigger question in life... what is my purpose in life?


to multiply ourselves!
just kidding. well, from what i think, the reason we are all here in this world is just one simple reason. to change. not only ourselves but also every other person that we know.

we work so hard every day and every night not for ourselves. yes, our cars matter, our big houses matter, but the most important thing of all, our family matters. we strive hard for them in a way. our partner gets to share our love, life and feelings. our child get to share our thinking, our way of life, our morals and of course our money.

we live in this world to influence. to influence the person that we meet in this world. by influencing, directly or indirectly... we change the world. isn't that so. it's actually a chain reaction. whatever we say or do.. if it generates enough impacton the other person, it changes his/her way of thinking and he/she will then influence other people. the cycle goes on. so i guess what people say about "what goes around comes around". maybe not to us but to the people we know, the people we love like our family.

my immortal luxury rests with the people i know, the people i influenced, the way i changed the world. not the money that i have, not the amount of cars that i have and certainly not the amount of stuffs that i buy.

immortal luxury compliments everything we are doing now. we are working to feed our family, to survive in order to influence. however, what will our legacy leave behind?

destruction and vandalisme?
for example if we throw rubbish at the roadside, people might see it and follow us, thus that is how we change the world, by promoting more ignorant people.


love and care?
if we love our child and care for our earth, no doubt our child will do the same for us and for their child. if we love the earth, no doubt some of our friends might pick the habit up and also our family members.

the decision is really up to us... and that is what makes us different. the way we change the world.

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August 22, 2005


multidimid said…
Purpose and meaning of life for anyone interested

Just for a moment imagine how the seemingly unconscious portions of your body draw energy from universal food and molecules, from the air (oxygen) to form your body. The inner portions of your being operate SPONTANEOUSLY, JOYFULLY and FREELY.

The YOU that you consider yourself to be are NEVER annihilated. Your consciousness is NOT snuffed out, nor is it swallowed. You are expanding your psychic structure and becoming what your soul is.

Interactions with others do occur, yet none occur what you do not attract or draw to you by your THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, ATTITUDES or EMOTIONS. This applies both before, during and after physical life. Miraculously, you are given the GIFT of creating your own experiences.

In this physical existence you are learning how to handle the inexhaustible energy that is available to you. Some of your feelings and thoughts are translated into OBJECTS in a medium you call SPACE. Others are translated into EVENTS in a medium you call TIME. Space and time concepts (exist in physical realm) are ILLUSIONS. They exist only in the physical realm. Since you are a part of "being," then you in effect give yourself the life that is being lived through you.

Your spirit joined itself with flesh, and in flesh, to experience a world of incredible richness. Your spirit was born in flesh to enrich a marvelous area of sense awareness, to feel energy made into corporeal form.
You are here to use, enjoy, and express yourself through the body. You are here to aid in the great expansion of consciousness.

You are not here to cry about the miseries of the human condition, but to CHANGE them when you find them not to your liking through the joy, strength and vitality that is within you; to create the spirit as faithfully and as beautifully as you can in flesh.

There is nothing more stimulating, more worthy of actualization, than the desire to change the world for the better. That is indeed each person's mission When you fulfill your own abilities, when you express your personal idealism through acting it out to the best of your ability in your daily life, then you are changing the world for the better.

In the most basic sense, the purpose of life is being--as opposed to NOT being.
Knowledge about mental energy and its use is learned by constantly transforming your thoughts and emotions into physical form (your physical reality) and by then perceiving and dealing with the matter and events that are formed.

Now, if you realize that you create your physical reality through your OWN thoughts and desires, then you have learned the MOST important aspects of reality. This is what you have been setting out to do in your other lives, in your past existences. The realization of these truths nullifies any so-called "debts" from other lives. When you realize this and act upon it, there is no reason for you to come back here again unless you want to.

Also be aware of the unknown reality. Man thought once, historically speaking, that there was but ONE world. Now he knows differently, but he still clings to the idea of one god, one self, and one body through which to express it.

There is ONE God, but within that God are many. There is ONE self, but within that self are many. There is ONE body, in one time, but the self has other bodies in other times. And all 'times' exist at once, i.e. simultaneously.

Your concepts of personhood are now limiting you personally and en masse, and yet your religions, metaphysics, histories, and even your sciences are hinged upon your ideas of who and what you are. Your psychologies do not explain your own reality to you. They cannot contain your experience. Your religions do not explain your greater reality, and your sciences leave you just as ignorant about the nature of the universe in which you dwell.
These institutions and disciplines are composed of individuals, each restrained by limiting ideas about their OWN private reality; and so it is with private reality that we will begin and always return, period
Jimmy Ang said…
a very deep meaning to life and how it will never end...


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